once apon atime i was falling in love...

psycopyro666 @ 2005-09-24T22:11:00

2005-09-25T02:12:51Z

new layout...

might put it to use in my other one...

sorry suzzane. :)

psycopyro666 @ 2005-09-01T22:52:00

2005-09-02T02:53:33Z

nouche

home...

2005-08-26T20:09:21Z

im home..

been home for about a week.
its nice.

love love

muah

psycopyro666 @ 2005-07-21T13:21:00

2005-07-21T17:28:02Z

ladida

this update will be pointless but entertaining.

i want to play a game. of the never ending comments.

RULES
1- only three words used at a time.
-you can create words, just leave a meaning.
2- MUST make a story or somewhat sense
-can be random, but will have to be able to fit them into story
3- only one comment every 2 comments.
-ie: yours. someones. someones. could be yours again.
-if violated all comments of yours will be deleted
4- have fun :)

ready... set... GO!

modifications were made... and julia ITS NOT SILLY!

Your Power Color Is Lime Green

At Your Highest:

You are adventurous, witty, and a visionary.

At Your Lowest:

You feel misunderstood, like you don't fit in.

In Love:

You have a tough exterior, but can be very dedicated.

How You're Attractive:

Your self-awareness and confidence lights up a room.

Your Eternal Question:

"What else do I need in my life?"

What's Your Power Color?

psycopyro666 @ 2005-06-03T22:32:00

2005-06-04T02:32:19Z

What theatre stereotype are you? by harukababe
Name
Age
Gender
Your Stereotype	The Kind and Quiet Professional

Quiz created with MemeGen!

yay baby! check this out bitch!!

psycopyro666 @ 2005-05-29T22:58:00

2005-05-30T02:59:54Z

people are so fucking stupid.
and it gets to me because they do this to themselves,
while trying to pin it on other people.
its all the same.. dont you see?

psycopyro666 @ 2005-05-16T18:08:00

2005-05-16T22:09:42Z

YOU MAY BE FAT AND OLD BUT BABY BORING YOU AINT!

i love you!!

psycopyro666 @ 2005-03-28T11:00:00

2005-03-28T16:06:34Z

sooo i've been thinking alot. mainly about life and how expirences change you and effect different people. and i cant even begin to decribe what i have learned from not only myself but my friends and their actions in situations. and all of these books that i have been reading for .. well... more or less guilty pleasure... have really placed things into perspective. and one thing that i have decided never faulters is that...

the truth is nothing more than the collective reasonings of everyone's opinion

and so with that in mind you cant really be mad at anyone for anyting. because you dont know what exactly happend and what people were thinking at the time of their actions. although to conter that whole thought process, you still need to have strong communication ties with everyone (aka-your friends) to ensure no one gets mad, and jumps to comclusions about your actions.

i've also been thinking alot about love and what it truely means and how none of us should actually be looking for a relationship right now because it really doesnt even count in high school. you change so often that finding someone who understands you one day could become a complete stranger the next. plus everyones... (fuck whats the word.. uhh ... i guess morals is the best word i have for it. ) morals are varied so much that if you actually want something that is going to last and work .. you're basicly fucked. you grow up in your parents ideals (hopefully with your own modified morals too) and that isnt necisarily the ideals of sociaty. which is what you will be a costom to by the time you do start to look for that person. also you have to be able to surrender to that person emotionally and physicly and well in this day & age alot of couples skip the emotional surrendering and just jump right into the physical aspect of surrendering. which in the right relationship it could be extremely ravishing for both people because you already care so deeply for eachother and the emotional extacy is already there, but in the wrong relationship it can be somewhat asocciated with rape because those feelings are forced apon you. although to ravish and to rape are very similar, the outcome of resulting pleasure are completly different. women usually surrender to men because we think of that as being sexually liberated instead of having our own rules, or our own terms on how or what we feel, need or want. for women to show themselves in that situation to someone they already care about so much is hard becuase you already have a set place with that person. and with someone you arent regualrly dating there are no obligations,and you are free to live out any hidden fantasy but the down-side is there is no long ter gratification. and the ultimite goal for most women is to find that one love that lasts. but lessons must be learned in order to grow and and fully appreciate everythhing you have been through. which in turn means not regreting what you have done. which is big deal for most people expecially women who are tought that those things are shameful. which i know sounds crazy but is true. also men of great power or status because they feel that they need to overly meet the expectations of being that status of high power.

wow... im really hoping that makes sense.
let me know and COMMENT!
love ya all!!

psycopyro666 @ 2005-03-16T21:18:00

2005-03-17T02:20:16Z

District Choral Festival [03/16/05]
Chorale Div. 2 and Women's DIv. 1 Ratings
Chorale and the Women's Choir comprised of Intro and Concert Choir women both earned Div. 1 ratings for Sightreading.
Chorale sightread at the intermediate level and Intro/Concert at the primary level.

fuck.

psycopyro666 @ 2005-03-07T12:12:00

2005-03-07T17:14:40Z

random entry.. dont know what to say. been thinkin... sorta frustrated bout it. wondering lots of things that i really should wonder about.
lalala
i loooovvvveeee yyyyoooooouuuuuuuu!
mauh

ps-bobby i love being in your pants!!!
i love yoU!!

psycopyro666 @ 2005-02-25T10:23:00

2005-02-25T15:24:52Z

early april fools day jokes are the best... even though they die like after a day ahahhahahahahahahhhaah lol
love ya'all

I DONT USE THIS ONE OFTEN BUT THIS IS HUGE NEWS!!!!

2005-02-23T02:53:44Z

ok i have HUGE NEWS

here it is..

ready?

are you sure..

its HUGE..

take a deep breathe... and

its that.. IM GOING OUT WITH KATIE LYNN SCHLUNZ
today is the best day of my life. i started going out katie and she is amazing!! i love her so much and i have for a really long time.... she is soo beautiful and yes we have had our problems in the past but i really do truely care about her alot. she is wonderful in every way possible. and i love her hair when its not done. its the best. hopefully we are doing a breakfast date tomorrow. : ) cauz i my girlfriend is the best. we also have sooo much to talk about now cauz i know she wants to wait till marrage but do girls really count? and things like that. im so happy. jeeeeeeeeez yay for 2.22 i have to remember it FOREVER!!
haha last year me and derek started going out today... haha i rememeber he asked me out after church and then casey came up n was like are you two together.. n we just smiled hugely n was like yeah as of like now... =P haha i love how time changes things.
and after derek n billy.. you just dont trust men the same. and i know this is going ot cause many issues in the future when ya know i want babies n a husband.. n stuff. and plus the whole im in love with almost every gay boy out there... sooo thanks guys : ) i really appreciate it..

ha ha ha.. no

anywho.. thats all. i love you!
muah!
<3 KATIE- YOU ARE SO AMAZING!!! IM SO GLAD YOU SAID YES!!

WHY!?

2005-02-17T02:05:50Z

why wont you get out of my head..
you're always there.
i dont get it.
you shouldnt even be there.
you dont deserve any thoughts at all.
why...
why...
why...
i dont understand.
i dont get it.
you have to tell me.
no lies.
please no more lies.
i've heard to many of them.
tell me why.
i dont know anything.
why...
i dont get it!
why wont you let me be.
its not what i want....
but its what i need.
but i dont know why.
GOD I JUST DONT KNOW ANYMORE!

god just why!

psycopyro666 @ 2005-02-11T22:35:00

2005-02-12T03:40:25Z

oh come sit down close to me my dear
while i sing you a merry song
‘tis now for us well over a year
since together you and i have been

i will not sit close to you my dear
not now nor any other time
you've given your love to another one
and your heart no longer is mine

when your heart truly was mine my dear
you laid your head upon my breast
and i listened to the strange oaths you swore
that the sun it rose in the west

there’s a rose in the garden for you my dear
a rose in the garden for you
when fish fly high like the birds in the sky
young men will then prove true

-the false young man
arr. eleanor daly

S&E
duet - division 2
honors - division 1

yay! w honors is going to state.. ^thats one of our songs.. i love it but it hits the top of my range AND the bottom of my range.. IT SUCKS but i love it lol. deb is going to be soo impressed when she gets back from germany. i hope she got us presents!! :)

im getting sick.. :( not cool. good thing i did all of my singing tonight.. lol

happy </3 day

SOLO AND ENSAMBLE INFORMATION

2005-02-09T02:58:13Z

!!SOLO AND ENSAMBLE!!

HONORS CHOIR
songs - the sleigh and false young man
performance time - 6.24 pm
room / event - FB 3
the doors will be closed AT 6.24 to begin. you must be respectful and quite while watching the performance. this looks bad on the choir if the audeince is bad. NO SCREEMING NAMES OR CHEERING UNTIL AFTER THE PERFORMANCE AND WE HAVE LEFT THE AREA... even then it is highly discouraged.
DUET WITH HANNAH REGAN
songs - come with me on horses and the lord bless you and keep you
perfromance time - 8.48
room / event - FI 14
again the doors will be closed AT 8.48 to begin.

if you come to see me sing. please be there 10 min early to find the performance room. and please please use common sense and dont get me in trouble for inviting you...
(ps - honors will most likely be better, so plan accordingly)

psycopyro666 @ 2005-02-07T21:44:00

2005-02-08T02:49:59Z

Everytime I think you might have changed
Put aside the anger and the blame
Make myself believe that there's a way to work it out
Everytime you say let's try again
Begging me to let you back in
Everytime I do
Everytime you lie
Everytime I cry

psycopyro666 @ 2005-02-02T16:48:00

2005-02-02T21:56:16Z

i wasnt going to orriginally do this but i am because things arent working out right..
(wow that seriously should be the story of my life...)

anywho

new lj nopoint666
add me i might not add you back but dont get all fussy with me over it..
ill be managing two accounts for the time being.

i feel like shit today... i just want to roll up into a ball and cry while throwing up all at the same time..
i guess it just adds to the perpetual feeling of shit that i have been feeling lately.
hit me up some comments so i can feel the love (or the lack of...)

love you all!!
muah

...sticks and stones hurt and words they can kill...

2005-01-30T21:59:15Z

i love lacey.
we had mall time
n chicken.
RICE FIGHT
hehe 101 sexy things you can do with rice
we got some rockin stuff
PIG FISH!!
*SO YOU WANNA BE A SEXY BITCH*
haha i love waldon books =D
n im getting lesbian lessons weeeeeeeeee
i really need to masterbate...
its been too long since i have.

there was home time n then...
elise marcia shannon jenny lacey time.
kohls was fun
LUNCHBOX
hehe
i love those sunglasses.. i need to get some..
and a new bra.. lol
then we drove by the cabins.
we;re gonna go there again in the day n then go back at night.
yay!!
it'll be great.

cloves are great.
better than other stuff.

home time was fun.
we sorted all the stuff i had bought in the last few months
n for the most part i've gotten things that have a reason for having it

then there was computer time
n movie time
my ear has another hole..
we had to do it twice though
it sucked.
but its there now =)

church was fun.
we looked soo hot.
like marissa from the OC
we should of gotted our picture taked
n been on the cover of a magazine
and then send it to chris
with a not that says LOOK HOW HOT WE ARE!!

hehe. im glad lacey had fun at church!
we saw her brothers friends family...
n i recomended my hair dresser...
i love crystal...

anyway.....

then there was *sleep time*
which was more cuddle/giggleing time.
!!FLOOR!!
i love lacey. like crazy unusaully woah
she is so wonderful.
im sooo glad we have gotten so close this year
cauz i dont know what i would do with out her.

!!people piss the fucking shit outta me!!
have you ever wanted to beleive something someone says and then they go and do something utterly contedicting and you just want to screem but you know that you shouldnt care but you do because you are in pain?
GOD
!!!!I HATE MEN!!!!

well that ist really true.
i love most of them to death.
and some i couldnt imagine living without.
but latey they have been fucking assholes!

im going...
i love you all!!!
I LOVE LACEY MOSTEST!!!
muah!!

ps-
OC PARTY AT MY HOUSE!!
ill have directions for you soon.. and its bring your own food. sooo yeah ...
ill have a sign on my telephone pole to help =P
(my mommy did make cookies for us tho =) yay for mommy)

hollow breaths

2005-01-18T02:05:03Z

it wasnt my choice. what i want isnt what i need anymore.
i need you. i miss you.
but im not going to be in the shadows with you.
im not playing this damn game anymore.
you know what i want.
you know what i need
and yet you dont care,
or at least thats how it seems.
im not waiting, its up to you.
your choice, but make it soon.

_________________________

HAPPY 6 MONTH ANIVERSARY HEATHER!!
i love you!!
mall time was AMAZING!!

we sooo should do it more often...
well maybe... cauz the stores need time to re-stock lol
look almonds! haha
omg... we neeeed security with us next time to protect us from those damn ghetto pontiac kids..
haha what side you from? i didnt know lake orion had sides...
YAY for sex books!! woohoo!!! n having them down your pants...
haha look a black dog!
now i have a duck AND a dog.. why?
LOVE CHILD!! YAY
heather you are amazing and i love you sooo much!! LIKE SISTERS OR SOMETHING!!!
oh wow...

i really want to go to cerc. im talking to my counsilor this week!! cauz i dont care anymore and... the high school sucks. lol.
plus cerc people are a hell of alot cooler. ... parents will take some convincing. lol cauz i do wanna go away to collage..
but i mean we have no money, so why stay there? lol

everybody needs to comment. cauz i love you and i hope you love me too!!
muah!

just because i want it doesnt mean i want it!!

2005-01-17T00:23:55Z

wow this weekend has been really good! i've learned alot .... and cam has summed up everything i feel into one sentance.. ^subject^
-i still cant watch the wizard of oz... well at least with out laughing/crying or leaving the room...
-love tap in whirly ball means you are going to get bruses and be sore days later....
-drumline ROCKS
-in good company is an amazing movie
-me and lana are julie's secret ninja's :)
-not all good things end well
-cleaning is sooo overrated..
-our toilet is cracked so in turn it leaks.. n its nasty to clean
-i cannot play HALO 2 worth shit
-i was birthed from cam who was being birthed from chibi at the same time.. we have proof! =O
-cam is a horny little bitch
-varsity jackets are not warm anough
-justin is freakin amazing!
-bubsy is god.. and needs to be played when stoned
-the ration of girls on PJ's bed was 5 to 2.. not right
-i started the mono.. again :) hehe
-demonic teddy bears and sadistic squirls make the best video game EVER

the biggest lesson I CAN GO TO HELL AND BACK TIMES 98621493562039568 AND STILL BE THERE FOR YOU BECAUSE I LOVE YOU TOO MUCH TO LET YOU GO!!

hmm thats bout it... me n heather 6 mo aniversary is tomarrow!! :):) i loooove yoU!!!

OH n my cousins C-Section is on tuesday!! yay! cant wait to see olivia, she's going to be soo freakin beautiful!

i love this site.. it should never ever be messed up ever again.

reasons exam days are cool...

2005-01-13T22:21:44Z

1- get paid $20 to stay out of the house

2- get out at 11.15

3- BUS RIDES WITH FOOD

4- seeing everybody after a snowday

5- watching a movie about SMACK addicts (iv always wanted people to be addicted to me.. lol)

6- nap time

7- PORN

- home video porn....

-fat people porn... well thats a bad one but its still porn...lol

-wearing shoes and while doing porn....

-still wearing your cloths... why?! ITS PORN!!

8- im just people MY ASS... pfft!

9- hot ass car

10- mcdonalds mcnuggets n fries :-P

... yeah looove exam days. :-)

promise me that all you say is true.. thats all i ask of you...

2005-01-12T21:06:16Z

yay snow day!! :-) even though i didnt really sleep in.. but w.e it was still good stuff i promise.

i have to study or ... im gonna fail n go to cerc... which would be pretty rockin but... i would miss singing and everybody alot!

lalalaaa yay for not singing at 9am! :-)

im writing chris a letter n its over 6 pages long. n its kinda crazy cauz iv only seen/talked to him less than 5 times.

HAPPY ANIVERSARY CHRIS/LACEY, I LOVE YOU!! :-P

my mom really wants me to be a dentist... n it freaks the fuck outta me when they are in my mouth so how could i do it? hmmmf crazy mother!

i lost my glasses on the bus on monday. :-( boo cauz i miss them. i need them.

HI IM TOM

2005-01-08T03:08:41Z

OMG OMG OMG i loooove julia! im taking julia cauz... boys just suck. haha we found our prom dresses!! omg IM A SIZE 7!!!! isnt that CRAZY!!?!?!?!?!!?!? yeah im really excited bout that! n omg i loove that dress!!! ill put a pic up here soon, gotta find it online first tho. they are both incredibly HOT!
we spent soo lon in waldon books reading n stuff... got a sex book that makes noise.. haha its great.
i really really really really really really have to see Phantom of the Opera... hannah had the music for the play in choir n i was like ORGASM!! i was at The Music of the Night and i pulled it to my bossom and just held it there for.. a long time.. lol it was great. we decided next year me, hannah, catt and chibi are going to sing it, sence we are going to be senoirs. and thats when you can get away with ANYTHING in choir. i mean come on drew, steven, jon, and ryan did the mario brother's theme song, and the teteris theme song at the spring concert, n drew n jon did leap frog durring the medly. haha.
julia n i gots sidetracked soo many times. we stalked brad n kelsey n uhh sarah? it was fun n then some random person, uhhh, tried to be like a seagul to me and julia. i thought it was someone i knew.. cauz you guys are just that crazy to do that to me.. but it wasnt. we almost got side tracted again.. but we prevailed.. SCORE!
julia bought a kool light thingy from spencers. :) its great
we were fishy watching.. n one of em was taking a shit right in front of us..
we decided that we are gonna go on a camping trip some time with marcia lacey julie gerry justin elise kellie n obviously me n julia :) n its gonna be soo much fun!!
that was my day.. it was on and off amazing. i felt like shit for doing something.. :( im sorry but it had to be done. it should of been done a looong time ago.
i love you all!!
BABY ME UP BITCH!

song time :):)

the music of the night - phantom of the opera

Night-time sharpens,
heightens each sensation . . .
Darkness stirs and
wakes imagination . . .
Silently the senses
abandon their defences . . .
Slowly, gently
night unfurls its splendour . . .
Grasp it, sense it -
tremulous and tender . . .
Turn your face away
from the garish light of day,
turn your thoughts away
from cold, unfeeling light -
and listen to
the music of the night . . .
Close your eyes
and surrender to your
darkest dreams!
Purge your thoughts
of the life
you knew before!
Close your eyes,
let your spirit
start to soar!
And you'll live
as you've never
lived before . . .
Softly, deftly,
music shall surround you . . .
Feel it, hear it,
closing in around you . . .
Open up your mind,
let your fantasies unwind,
in this darkness which
you know you cannot fight -
the darkness of
the music of the night . . .
Let your mind
start a journey through a
strange new world!
Leave all thoughts
of the world
you knew before!
Let your soul
Take you where you
long to be !
Only then
can you belong
to me . . .
Floating, falling,
sweet intoxication!
Touch me, trust me
savour each sensation!
Let the dream begin,
let your darker side give in
to the power of the music that I write -
the power of the music of the night . . .
You alone can make my song take flight -
help me make the music of the night . .

psycopyro666 @ 2005-01-07T08:47:00

2005-01-07T13:47:34Z

You scored as A Too Kinky Faerie. *Wolf Whistle* Here comes the beautiful faerie love machine! You like all things sexy and think its not just a method of reproduction but an art, and a fun one at that! Also, you rather relationships don't last too long. Your pretty flirty and love having a laugh and getting to know people but be careful who you seduce, you don't want to break anyones heart really. Or do you? ;-)

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A Too Astral Faerie

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A Too Kinky Faerie

80%

A Too Silly Faerie

65%

A Too Sweet Faerie

65%

A Too Depressed Faerie

65%

A Too Lazy Faerie

55%

A Too Serious Faerie

50%

A Too Evil Faerie

40%

A Too Sporty Faerie

35%

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isnt art a beautiful thing that comes out of so much pain and bitterness?

2004-12-31T05:57:33Z

take him
rape him
he'll caress your body
and break your soul
but are you ready for this next fall?
it'll hit you hard
and it'll it you fast
but dont you know it never lasts?
he'll say i love you
and you'll follow suit
but dont you know he loved me too?
he'll tell you lies
and you'll trust them true
but are you ready for those to break you too?
you've given it your all
and what have you gained?
exept a broken body,
with a crippled soul.

this is a variation of a poem i wrote 2 days after bryan and i broke up. and i kinda feel like this right now.
feel free to comment on it :)
(matt... dont even say a word...:p)
love ya all!
~happy new year~
<3