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[24 Sep 2005|10:11pm] |
new layout...
might put it to use in my other one...
sorry suzzane. :)
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[01 Sep 2005|10:52pm] |
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[26 Aug 2005|04:08pm] |
im home..
been home for about a week.
its nice.
love love
muah
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[21 Jul 2005|01:21pm] |
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ladida
this update will be pointless but entertaining.
i want to play a game. of the never ending comments.
RULES
1- only three words used at a time.
-you can create words, just leave a meaning.
2- MUST make a story or somewhat sense
-can be random, but will have to be able to fit them into story
3- only one comment every 2 comments.
-ie: yours. someones. someones. could be yours again.
-if violated all comments of yours will be deleted
4- have fun :)
ready... set... GO!
modifications were made... and julia ITS NOT SILLY!
| Your Power Color Is Lime Green | 
At Your Highest:
You are adventurous, witty, and a visionary.
At Your Lowest:
You feel misunderstood, like you don't fit in.
In Love:
You have a tough exterior, but can be very dedicated.
How You're Attractive:
Your self-awareness and confidence lights up a room.
Your Eternal Question:
"What else do I need in my life?" |
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[03 Jun 2005|10:32pm] |
yay baby! check this out bitch!!
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[29 May 2005|10:58pm] |
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people are so fucking stupid.
and it gets to me because they do this to themselves,
while trying to pin it on other people.
its all the same.. dont you see?
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[16 May 2005|06:08pm] |
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YOU MAY BE FAT AND OLD BUT BABY BORING YOU AINT!
i love you!!
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[28 Mar 2005|11:00am] |
sooo i've been thinking alot. mainly about life and how expirences change you and effect different people. and i cant even begin to decribe what i have learned from not only myself but my friends and their actions in situations. and all of these books that i have been reading for .. well... more or less guilty pleasure... have really placed things into perspective. and one thing that i have decided never faulters is that...
the truth is nothing more than the collective reasonings of everyone's opinion
and so with that in mind you cant really be mad at anyone for anyting. because you dont know what exactly happend and what people were thinking at the time of their actions. although to conter that whole thought process, you still need to have strong communication ties with everyone (aka-your friends) to ensure no one gets mad, and jumps to comclusions about your actions.
i've also been thinking alot about love and what it truely means and how none of us should actually be looking for a relationship right now because it really doesnt even count in high school. you change so often that finding someone who understands you one day could become a complete stranger the next. plus everyones... (fuck whats the word.. uhh ... i guess morals is the best word i have for it. ) morals are varied so much that if you actually want something that is going to last and work .. you're basicly fucked. you grow up in your parents ideals (hopefully with your own modified morals too) and that isnt necisarily the ideals of sociaty. which is what you will be a costom to by the time you do start to look for that person. also you have to be able to surrender to that person emotionally and physicly and well in this day & age alot of couples skip the emotional surrendering and just jump right into the physical aspect of surrendering. which in the right relationship it could be extremely ravishing for both people because you already care so deeply for eachother and the emotional extacy is already there, but in the wrong relationship it can be somewhat asocciated with rape because those feelings are forced apon you. although to ravish and to rape are very similar, the outcome of resulting pleasure are completly different. women usually surrender to men because we think of that as being sexually liberated instead of having our own rules, or our own terms on how or what we feel, need or want. for women to show themselves in that situation to someone they already care about so much is hard becuase you already have a set place with that person. and with someone you arent regualrly dating there are no obligations,and you are free to live out any hidden fantasy but the down-side is there is no long ter gratification. and the ultimite goal for most women is to find that one love that lasts. but lessons must be learned in order to grow and and fully appreciate everythhing you have been through. which in turn means not regreting what you have done. which is big deal for most people expecially women who are tought that those things are shameful. which i know sounds crazy but is true. also men of great power or status because they feel that they need to overly meet the expectations of being that status of high power.
wow... im really hoping that makes sense.
let me know and COMMENT!
love ya all!!
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[16 Mar 2005|09:18pm] |
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District Choral Festival [03/16/05]
Chorale Div. 2 and Women's DIv. 1 Ratings
Chorale and the Women's Choir comprised of Intro and Concert Choir women both earned Div. 1 ratings for Sightreading.
Chorale sightread at the intermediate level and Intro/Concert at the primary level.
fuck.
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[07 Mar 2005|12:12pm] |
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random entry.. dont know what to say. been thinkin... sorta frustrated bout it. wondering lots of things that i really should wonder about.
lalala
i loooovvvveeee yyyyoooooouuuuuuuu!
mauh
ps-bobby i love being in your pants!!!
i love yoU!!
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[25 Feb 2005|10:23am] |
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fiy 'wpuh hg;'lgjwpet ;ldgj asy YOUR MOM |
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early april fools day jokes are the best... even though they die like after a day ahahhahahahahahahhhaah lol
love ya'all
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| I DONT USE THIS ONE OFTEN BUT THIS IS HUGE NEWS!!!! |
[22 Feb 2005|09:49pm] |
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ok i have HUGE NEWS
here it is..
ready?
are you sure..
its HUGE..
take a deep breathe... and
its that.. IM GOING OUT WITH KATIE LYNN SCHLUNZ
today is the best day of my life. i started going out katie and she is amazing!! i love her so much and i have for a really long time.... she is soo beautiful and yes we have had our problems in the past but i really do truely care about her alot. she is wonderful in every way possible. and i love her hair when its not done. its the best. hopefully we are doing a breakfast date tomorrow. : ) cauz i my girlfriend is the best. we also have sooo much to talk about now cauz i know she wants to wait till marrage but do girls really count? and things like that. im so happy. jeeeeeeeeez yay for 2.22 i have to remember it FOREVER!!
haha last year me and derek started going out today... haha i rememeber he asked me out after church and then casey came up n was like are you two together.. n we just smiled hugely n was like yeah as of like now... =P haha i love how time changes things.
and after derek n billy.. you just dont trust men the same. and i know this is going ot cause many issues in the future when ya know i want babies n a husband.. n stuff. and plus the whole im in love with almost every gay boy out there... sooo thanks guys : ) i really appreciate it..
ha ha ha.. no
anywho.. thats all. i love you!
muah!
<3
KATIE- YOU ARE SO AMAZING!!! IM SO GLAD YOU SAID YES!!
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[16 Feb 2005|08:56pm] |
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why wont you get out of my head..
you're always there.
i dont get it.
you shouldnt even be there.
you dont deserve any thoughts at all.
why...
why...
why...
i dont understand.
i dont get it.
you have to tell me.
no lies.
please no more lies.
i've heard to many of them.
tell me why.
i dont know anything.
why...
i dont get it!
why wont you let me be.
its not what i want....
but its what i need.
but i dont know why.
GOD I JUST DONT KNOW ANYMORE!
god just why!
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oh come sit down close to me my dear
while i sing you a merry song
‘tis now for us well over a year
since together you and i have been
i will not sit close to you my dear
not now nor any other time
you've given your love to another one
and your heart no longer is mine
when your heart truly was mine my dear
you laid your head upon my breast
and i listened to the strange oaths you swore
that the sun it rose in the west
there’s a rose in the garden for you my dear
a rose in the garden for you
when fish fly high like the birds in the sky
young men will then prove true
-the false young man
arr. eleanor daly
yay! w honors is going to state.. ^thats one of our songs.. i love it but it hits the top of my range AND the bottom of my range.. IT SUCKS but i love it lol. deb is going to be soo impressed when she gets back from germany. i hope she got us presents!! :)
im getting sick.. :( not cool. good thing i did all of my singing tonight.. lol
happy </3 day
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| SOLO AND ENSAMBLE INFORMATION |
[08 Feb 2005|09:47pm] |
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!!SOLO AND ENSAMBLE!!
HONORS CHOIR
songs - the sleigh and false young man
performance time - 6.24 pm
room / event - FB 3
the doors will be closed AT 6.24 to begin. you <B>must</B> be respectful and <B>quite</B> while watching the performance. this looks bad on the choir if the audeince is bad. <B>NO SCREEMING NAMES OR CHEERING UNTIL AFTER THE PERFORMANCE AND WE HAVE LEFT THE AREA...</B> even then it is highly discouraged.
DUET WITH HANNAH REGAN
songs - come with me on horses and the lord bless you and keep you
perfromance time - 8.48
room / event - FI 14
again the doors will be closed AT 8.48 to begin.
if you come to see me sing. please be there 10 min early to find the performance room. and please <B>please</B> use common sense and dont get me in trouble for inviting you...
(ps - honors will most likely be better, so plan accordingly)
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